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  • I don't know what to do in life really... I write,draw ,sculpt and other things I play videogames and like rock punk rock metal and alternative I don't like sweet things that much I like being alone I love cats and cherry blossoms I seek truth and like the night with the moon out

Wednesday, 25 April 2012

Tuesday, 24 April 2012

  • Terrified

    Only in writing can the almost full truth blossom from me. No true thoughts breach this shell. I am weak and I don't have a mouth anymore. Only half truths and lies radiate from my mouth. Everything I eat means almost nothing to me. I find that I cannot enjoy anything anymore.

    Trying to fight but being unable to fight not knowing what weapon I have

    I am truly frightened yet I hold in my fear. I am angry so I hold thd fire in my stomach. I see what I see but continue watching. I feel the pain but let it continue. I have the thoughts but I find I cannot open my lips. I want to speak yet im too scared so I hide. Inside my broken heart that has scattered its remaining love. I hide for the sake of sanity. I hide for the sake of promise. I hide to protect myself from something i cannot protect myself from.

    Everytime im happy I bite my lips. Everytime im sad I conceal it. To survive I must be a box. A tortoise with a broken shell with only his mind left. I wish to die everyday. I wish to fade away in the shadows everyday. Yet I do not tell, I just hope for thr end like in dissidia final fantasy duodecim.

    Perhaps in the end I shall recieve the strength to fight for what I truly want. My true thoughts stay inside waiting to burst out. Broken promises to myself everyday. Pretending to be things im not when I just burn my knowledge myself and rise anew like a dark phoenix.

    Seeking truth to cure the shattered reality I see in my mind's eye. But that is the only things I reach. I am surrendered and trapped if released now im open to attack.

    The Tears left unshed
    Fall into the empty night air
    For no one to see or hear

Monday, 23 April 2012

  • Words

    I find that words are often misused and used so carelessly. Words are the way a specious communicate using sounds by manipulating air in their bodies or in humans case their larynx. We use too many words terribly.. I feel that words dhould not be wasted. I feel that words should be cherished. Some people csnnot even hear , speak or talk.. They live in an abyss of confusion and an irritative void. Words should not be misused in verbal or written communication. Words send a unique message to each person.

    Why do we feel certain emotions or get aroused by words? One would ask. I feel that it is not the word that affects us, but our underdtanding if the word. Each understanding is essentially different for each person.

    The dictionary's sole purpose is to unify our language in order to instill in all of us the same comprehension of the word's aspects and content and what is it is even expressing. Words make a connection to history and a segway to internal understanding of the word.

    The word nigger is offensive to some black people or saying that the kkk will come after them is considered commonly as a serious threat because the kkk was formally a group of racists extremists that dominated southern america. They believed that white skin was superior to all others especially black skin. Duvh ridiculus judgement was a given to the more acts of shame stupidity the southetn people inflicted upon black people, which I will not mention. They even resisted integration and the elimination of slavery. Thus the history of the word affects them because they are culturely sensitive unlike others who use or ignore it.

    In conclusion we should not waste or misuse words on such arbitary phrases before we are deceased.

Sunday, 22 April 2012

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    • Name: mountainride
    • Location: New Haven, Connecticut, United States
    • Birthday: 3/31/1995
    • Gender: Male
    • Member Since: 5/26/2011